Let's see...

I wonder if anyone can give me answers to these questions I'm asking:

1. What happened to those people who died before Jesus came down to Earth and became our bridge to Heaven?
2. What about babies which didn't survive?
3. Who created GOD? Can he just be there already as the Bible said that He is the Alpha and the Omega? I guess it's just that simple. Trust Him anyways.
4. If we are eternally with GOD in Heaven, then will we ever get bored as time goes on and on? Will there be a cycle, something like a reincarnation? No, there won't 'cause the Bible says so. I pray that GOD will give us the unexpected.
5. Why did GOD create us? How can one say that He loves us so he created us? How can one love something before creating it? Perhaps the idea of creating one. I must have heard wrongly or the person must've interpreted wrongly. Anyway, all I need to know is that He loves us above all. He's the only one you can totally rely on and be proud to show off!
6. Outside this space, outside this galaxy and outside this universe, what else has GOD created?
7. Does GOD actually know the future? NO, I guess not. Fate does not exist in Him. We are the ones making the future. We cannot see the future, only predict it. What's past is past. The present becomes the past too, so does the future. If future was possible, there should be visitors from the future. Then some reasons could be that we can't see and touch them or even hear them.
8. Should there be real ghosts? NO, there are only Satan's followers and himself deceiving us. Those who claim to see ghosts are mistaken. We don't linger on Earth, we either go up to Heaven or down to Hell eternally.
9. In whatever we do, sins or not, there will always be consequences to follow only in the one life we have now. There is no hell for us after death for a short while.
10. There are no big sins nor small sins. A person lying is as sinful as a person murdering another. So why give death sentences? Then, will the consequences be the same for all our sins?
11. Will there be a NEW HEAVEN and a NEW WORLD when this present world ends?
12. Can Satan ever change and return to GOD? Can everyone eventually return to GOD? Or is the word "Satan" just a word for the absence of GOD's love? Or is Satan actually one person? Isn't it sad that Satan can't return to GOD? This is also one proof that GOD allows you to control your own life. He only loves you, provides for you and guides you.

In concl.

In all these questions I ask everyone who reads this post, I still and will always believe in GOD no matter what happens soon. Put all our trust in GOD and follow his flow. There are times when we have to believe to be able to see.

Our Hearts.

People like to say that once our hearts are broken by something, it can be bandaged but there will always be the scar to prove that the matter hasn't been entirely forgotten. Just like splintered wood, just like torn paper, just like broken glass, just like time cannot be rewind. BUT I say! Hack care about all these things! Our hearts aren't splintered wood, not even torn paper or broken glass! Haven't you heard of recycled paper? Don't you also know that broken glass can be melted back to a liquid and moulded into another piece of glass? We, however are not supposed to think that we are like any other Earth materials. We are souls encased in bodies, souls which follow GOD. So trust GOD to make you reborned! Like water and Holy batisms! Remeber that the LORD forgets your sinful deeds; He doesn't keep records of them, He loves you. Your so called enemies who are people weren't born to annoy you in the first place. It doesn't matter who started the hate game first. Loving and accepting them is way easier in the end, though they may turn you down. You may lose your face...heh.

A Tad Bit Too Personal.

If anyone passes this Blog, one can notice how much I've changed (or rather, I see the change), I used to write more about my personal life in here when I first started out. Didn't realise how late I've been in the ways of technology if you know what I mean deeply, but that's another story. Reading my past posts makes me feel queasy as I've been less mature back then. I felt like deleting them. I decided not to, so whenever I look back I'll know how much I've progressed or even regressed.

I must still say I'm not yet as wise as I want to be. Life have trial and errors; people fall to pick up themselves. And yes, I'm only a few light years, I have a long road ahead. I realise people think differently and yet similarly from me. What I think about and do is not understandable to the rest and yet they accept me. Vice Versa.



We are all equally different and special and yet the same. We are all human beings, created by GOD, we have feelings, we have life stories to tell, we have consciences which cannot be taken over entirely, it will be returned eventually. We control our lives and minds, others can fill you with fear and threats, they could perhaps physically control you but not for long even if you die. We are the ones making the decisions on how we lead our lives.



Even if people that you aren't a leader or any sort of community or group, you should know and remember that you're a leader of your lives, otherwise, why would people say that you lead your life? Your life is the most important responsibility you have. If you don't be a leader of your life, how can you even be a leader for something else? There is no such thing as FATE. There is only our DESTINIES to which we can choose and lead.

Just confirming myself, taking away misunderstandings.

Things to confirm...I guess this is personal opinion...not very much related to GOD's word.

1st point!

People are not what they really seem to be when you go near them even if you see their attitudes from the way they interact with you. So, geeks! Goody-goody-two-shoes! Don't think that "those popular people" are bimbos, and etc...



In fact people change! Yeah! I have a friend who used to hang out in the wrong crowd such that she broke school rules and so on. LOVE her always! She's so special and different from what she used to be. I never want to blame her then friends nor she herself! They are all people! Whatever their thoughts were back then are definitely different from mine, I don't understand why they would want to do some things that I won't do BUT you can't blame them! We teenagers are young! This is the stage where we make mistakes (and yes! They are truly mistakes) and learn from them! Even if we repeat them!



And seeing other schoolmates' Blogs, they don't write bad stuff, or they try not to. Oh boy! Can't wait to catch someone doing such a bad thing...uh huh! Just don't comment, if not, you are adding salt to the wounds...can you imagine how cruel it is to write something bad even if it's true about the person? Accept them for who they are naturally! People commit suicide because of misunderstanding! So if people better think more than 4 times whether they should add anything or not. Let's think and act in GOD's way people!



You know, some Bloggers like to say that they are a Child Of God in their profile, and in their posts, they say things which aren't reflecting their "Child Of GOD" description. They probably think it's nice to add that phrase...ironic huh? Pray that they will be one, one day! On the brighter side, some Bloggers are really Children Of GOD!!! Not saying myself by the way, I don't write that I'm a "Child Of GOD".



2nd point!

We should not only live our lives at the fullest but also overflowingly. We don't just get a good education, a good job, a good salary, a good family, good health, peace and happiness do we?! This way, everything would be so boring, after accomplishing your goals, what else do you want to do? Something else? You will probably want to resign or retire and watch your family grow up and bigger? Go out shopping, eating, reading, surfing the 'net, doing hobbies and picking new ones, Blogging, travelling? It's even worse for those without kin. I realised that the best jobs or work or whatever you call it are these:

• Teachers! Because of teachers, we have presidents, because of teachers, we have doctors, because of teachers, we even have criminals...not a good thought but, it's the teachers who bring us into the adult world so that we can decide, be it on their influences or not, for ourselves on what we want. Teachers are also humans, some teach rather poorly and ought to learn from other teachers, perhaps, their teachers were poor in teaching them, thus they have become what their teachers were like. Teachers are like tides and students are like boats, the former can push the latter forward or backward.


• Doctors! Basically they save lives.


• One thing better than doctors are Biomedical scientists! They find the cures and make the medcine dude! People should thank these scientists too but they are often forgotten...prove me wrong then!


• Missionaries and Pastors!!! This is one of the most fulfiling jobs on the Earth! GOD works through them and miracles happen every moment! Being one, you get to see miracles happening and lives touched by GOD's love and words. Whether you stay in China, Africa or even Vienna, there are people everywhere who needs Jesus and wants Him in their lives! This is truly one good example of living your life, changing the atmosphere in others' lives! Got it?!

3rd point!

Don't think that after live there is only Heaven, I personally believe that GOD gives us a better and a very unexpected yet simple surprise! Even with I what I teach myself about expecting the unexpected, I can only expect GOD to give me a way better future, especially when the World is going to end soon, very soon such that I may not even have the chance to get hitched and have a family. I don't think I'll even be able to graduate! Teehee!

So some may ask this, "Then why should we bother to aim for our goals such as getting the top for so-and-so when the World is going to end soon anyway?". I shall gladly respond that you don't ever aim for the TOP, you just do your very BEST in everything that's right and pleasing in GOD's eyes and for yourself too.

Listen good! Even if you know the world ends tomorrow and you're having a mini spelling test today, you still do your very BEST and give all glory, honours and praise filled with lots of love to GOD! This is for all He has done in your life, carrying you through your burdens though some of us may forget sometimes.

And people! Although I'm talking in general, I'm serious here. In all that I think and believe may not be right or pleasing to your minds so pardon me.

Just A Thought.

All our young childishness and perhaps even foolishness is nothing compared to the adult living world. And yet, all must face reality. One must know that there is something out there and it's GOD who will bring us out of this beautiful yet cruel world. True, the world is wonderful and all that, but all is dust when it all ends. GOD is waiting; we are waiting for something different, something out of this universe, where we will be astounded by His planning. One cannot expect the unexpected. Just a thought.

What am I thinking about?

There are times when I feel insecure or pressured or in other words, upset by something. I wouldn't be the one who's angry most of the times but sad and worried even though sometimes people don't see it. Then I'll say something that seems like I'm going to meet a dead end and most probably regret saying so. I remember the times when I did those actions I imagine the worst of the situation. Like when I argue with my brother, I thought that if something were to happen to him and if I don't say sorry or say that I still love him, I may be the one suffering in the end. I end up crying of all the thoughts I had even though my brother was the victim. I dislike to think too wildly. I just don't know what will happen before I make things right. And again, the other party has to make things right too. Things can happen, anything is possible. The thing is, I just need to watch my actions and everything will be right, and even so, I need to care about others. Who knows, one party gets angry over something small or something that doesn't involve me and I ask how he/she's doing and he/she flares up and I think I've wronged that person and I try to make it up to the person and the person gets irritated because I'm probably getting in his/her way. People, if you are like that angry party, you are making things worse for you and others around you. We don't need to be angry or cold over something like the other party hogged the computer for too long. Just throw in a joke(a little sarcastic) and gently tell that person to move it. And even if you don't know how to joke or can't control yourself, you just got to learn. If the other party spilled something on you, just think if it were to be you. Yeah! And help the other party clean up the mess too. Even if someone killed my loved one, I should not be angry and want the murderer to be hanged, I rather he lived even if it's life imprisonment. Change that person, ask him what's he thinking about, why did he do that, he's got a reason, be it a bad or a good one. Make him/her right before he/she dies(or hanged). People will always be softened somehow and change for the better. Being angry is tiring, you don't want to be hurt for long. No matter how complicated things may be, people can always work it out right if they have the faith and understanding in GOD to do so.

Right...

So nowadays there are many hackers, spammers and all those crooks in the Internet. You just can't stop them. Well preaching to that person who just irritated you on your Blog may not work always... Anyway, I happen to make friends with a spammer though I'm not too sure if it can last as he's gone. He spammed in one of my friend's Blog. Wastin' time I say, he must have been quite free as to copy and paste nonsense in the CBox. Yeah, why do people spam? Well I don't mind really as it doesn't affect me or my entire Blog. Hackers are way different and more dangerous...I have no idea how they break in, other than guessing of course. Weird? Then there's crooks who want personal and obscene stuff from foolish people around the world. We just need to stay safe, get what I mean? Yeah, bet ya do.

Just a thought...

Hey, I am getting older and more serious now, I should think I will need to change my profile sooner or later. I just can't stand it whenever I read it. It's just too coarse, too crude. I have changed a great deal, especially my soul. Em, I am not exaggerating. I just feel that of just writing 'backstabbers' is just not good at all, compared to writing it last time. We all got to think of all kinds of people, whatever they do, be it right or wrong, they still have a reason for what they did. Just as of a single mother dumping or selling away her child. She had a good reason. She probably didn't want to burden the child, she didn't want the child to suffer. Yet, when most of these people find out that they were abandoned or sold, they just blame rashly towards them. Hatred just grow in their hearts, they don't put themselves in the opponents' shoes and they just can't see how the other person feels. This applies to everyone, to those who have hatred towards another party. No matter how cruel, how bad, how different they are from you, they are still of GOD's creation and we should love them just as GOD loves us. We ourselves are sinners, are unclean in GOD's eyes, yet he still loves us very much. We are the brides of Christ and even in times of darkness and sins, we are never forsaken by GOD. GOD BLESS ALL THE PEOPLE WHO ACCEPT AND LOVE THEIR ENEMIES, and yet, GOD BLESS THOSE EVEN MORE WHO ARE NOT THERE YET TO UNDERSTANDING THIS.

Be Natural!

Seriously,have you seen how some Chinese, especially some Singaporeans try to speak like Americans just to impress their foreign peers? They act as if their English have always been so good! They just really get so influenced by how Europeans speak. Indeed! Some, I must say, do look down on their own races. Well, of course there's no problem of preferring to talk in English, but what isn't natural is that when they talk so unnaturally as though they never speak their mother tongue language. So, speak like what you normally do with your Chinese friends even if you have a little bit of Singlish. Somehow, some Singaporeans love to show what they 've got, like how well they speak, and treat foreigners better than their fellow countrymen. That's most probably unchangeable and you know why.

Imagine this...

You are a person who's friends stopped talking to you as you have done something wrong though in fact it's a misunderstanding. One day, you were chasing after your friends while they were crossing the road and the traffic light just turned red. You were so desperate to tell them that you still cherish them and want to apologise. However, you did not watch out for vehicles and dashed across the road. You got hit by a car, all the vehicles stop, there's a traffic jam, your friends turn around. You lay on the ground, knowing that you are going to die in a moment. Your friends rush up and kneel at your body. You tell them all that you intended to tell. Your eyes closed for the last time, not knowing how they will react.

How do you think they will feel?

Weird feeling...

I simply feel...
unorganised.
sad. there's a hole in my heart.
tired out. empty.
unsteady.
left out. anxious.
confused. distraught. perturbed. fretful.
lonely. overwrought.
uncertain of the future.

as I'm going back to school to receive and check my papers. I also do not know what to bring as there shouldn't be any lessons. I am lost, BUT I will not lose my FAITH in Jesus that I am going to be among the top in the whole level. By the way, I always have these kind of feelings on the last day of the breaks before school.

Be like Ugly Betty!

Seeing Ugly Betty on the screen really just makes me feel so relaxed and yet excited at the same time. It's rare to watch the show as it's at 10p.m. on Sunday in Singapore and you know what parents say.When I was watching the show, a sudden thought came to my mind. Despite being humiliated and looked down upon, Betty didn't mind a lot(though I say a few times). Now in the real life of ours, how many people will just ignore and smile and consider upon that hit? Some will BUT not all. I dare say sometimes we do fight or talk back as we cannot accept the remark. So I urge everyone to think deeply before reacting so quickly. These few tips will help:

• Why did she/he do that to me?
• What made her/him think like that?
• How can I improve and how can I make up with her/him?
• What should I do?
• Be quick to listen and slow to anger(Christians should know this).

So think positively throughout our lives!

Feeling Inspired...

Have you felt inspired by someone or something? Do you feel as if you need to change some of your habits and start anew so that people around you will see that you are so different and unique? I feel that sometimes but then again, feeling lazy, I would give up and I would carry on with my life. Do you know that if you listen to music that you like, read or hear a touching story or watch an inspirational movie, you will tend to reflect back on your life more. Ideas will spring out of your head and you will feel determined. So, if you want to stick to whatever idea you have, make sure that idea of yours is a practical one before you give up on that.